You're just the same.

You are the right person.
You will probably always be the right person.

I need to remember myself. Do things for myself because otherwise I'll find myself lost in your energy again. I can already feel it starting to happen again and that scares me.
"We need to grow apart, so that way we can grow together."
You are more than right with this.
I don't want to be stuck anymore.
I don't want to be wondering all the time.

I think too much, and I'm constantly working scenarios around in my head in different ways; trying to get the whole angle..
But I need to stop.
I need to look at whats before me.
I have laundry to do.
I have food to make and consume.
I have homework to focus on.
I have a life I need to start working on....

I need to get my head on straight..
But I want you here still.. All the time. Because you are my person. You are more than enough.

But right now....
Right this second..
All I need is myself, and I need to come to terms with that..
That doesn't mean that I don't want to talk or see you, or have you around...
I need you around, but I need to make myself the priority.

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For some reason.. We will be thinking the same things. It will be a mutual decision, but when it comes from you first, it hurts more.. I reject the idea. But when I'm the one speaking first, I feel rejected by your reaction because it's never what I'm expecting. Even though, were speaking the same words...
I need to keep my mind open to all angles without looking too deep...

But when you look at me that way...
Its so hard to not forget everything...