New Vision

As if looking through a shattered glass he saw,
Everything from only ten feet tall.
Broken limbs and battered daisies;
Fallen trees and tangled nests.
He awoke to a blue sky line.
A memory of her only on mind.

Bleh.

-Health is simply the slowest possible rate of dying.

-Don't regret the life you never started.

-That's the secret to life; never go to war.. especially with yourself.

-I can feel gravity every time we near a possible death. It tugs; pulling us closer to the edge; closer to a tree or car. Hell has never felt so much like home.

Hello nighttime.

"Are you better off alone?"
What a good question. I tend to ask myself that all the time. Perhaps I am.. I don't bother anyone and I don't ruin anything either.

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Of all things to be destroyed around me.. please not this too.

Cinema.

There are days when all I want is to just party and not really give a shit about anything at all. But then I realize that I want is to just be loved. However, I know that there are people who do, and have loved me before. Yet for some reason, it just never seems to be enough. It's not what I'm looking for at the time, or it's just not right at the moment. I don't know to be completely honest. All I know is that I wish I had a love like those around me.

I'm currently just doing some people watching, sitting outside of Wood Hall, waiting for my 3:30 class to start.

"I could watch you for a lifetime; you're my favorite movie."

Maybe I should stop being so picky? Or perhaps I should just keep doing what I do best... nothing.. For it seems that all I do is either hurt someone, or end up alone. It's the "almost lovers" that hurt the most.