Basic Survival...

I've come to realize that while I've had a few true friends over the years, none of them have stuck around... Friends from childhood are gone...

I just wish there was someone around...
I could use someone who understands..
Someone I can vent to who wont pass judgement..
Someone right here physically because the lack of physical contact with another human being is starting to drive me crazy...

I feel so alone..

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With you gone, here, but not in the way I like.. It feels like I can't breathe.. You were the person I never thought would give up on me..
I know I need to get my shit together, but sometimes all I want is someone here to have faith in me; telling me that it's going to be alright no matter what..

I miss you.. And you don't even care..