Help me?

I look now through broken eyes.
Who was I?
Who am I now?
I wonder to myself, what the hell happened to me. I don't know what's become of me anymore. I don't know anything anymore. All I want to do is escape and run away... I'm scared...


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I'm screaming.
I'm drowning..

ignore these words.

I'm scared, I'm running.
Drowning and giving up.
Another drink, another thought.
Fuck it, chug the rest.

Sleep, who needs it?
Not I....not I.

Music is the only thing that makes sense anymore.

im with you.

And suddenly I don't feel like myself.
I'm fading away into the surrounding colors; blending into nothing but nothing.
Search and seize. Fight and fall.

Kings through the ages and fallen knights.
Drain away all remaining victories.
I'm stumbling through a cloud of empty space.

Its only then, however, that I realize this is nothing new.