....

It's hard to hold my own. Hold myself together while I can feel us falling apart.
I've destroyed us in a way that I think might now be irreparable..
I don't know if I will ever be okay with this fact.
I just want to hear encouraging things.. I want to hear happy thoughts..
I want to be held and to be reminded that everything will be alright.
I want to be comforted and told that you're right here and that you're not going anywhere..

But I feel it might be too late for us tonight.
I think you've given up on me, and I don't know what to do anymore.

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You're out looking for your own place, and I feel as though it's one step closer to losing you.
Weakness isn't attractive and it's what you're sick of dealing with..
I don't know how to hold myself together anymore.