I adore your smile, and am intrigued by your mind.
I've fallen for your thoughts, held captive for this time.
Your hugs hold me secure, and always keep me strong.
Your hands hold my fears, and show them they're wrong.
About Me
- Elocrocker
- Words are powerful things. Whether the story is written for entertainment, educational, or for personal/psychological reasons, all words can leave an impact upon someone else's life.
Tuesday, October 19, 2010
Sunday, October 17, 2010
i love your existence
I find myself dreaming of you.
Wishing to be by your side.
"Distance makes the heart grow fonder." Yes indeed this is so.
Greater than the past. Growing with the future.
You're more than I could have ever hoped for. More than I dreamed existed. I've fallen for you my love.
But please forgive me if I've said too much.
Fast and far, I know not what comes next.
All I know is that ill be alright with you.
Wishing to be by your side.
"Distance makes the heart grow fonder." Yes indeed this is so.
Greater than the past. Growing with the future.
You're more than I could have ever hoped for. More than I dreamed existed. I've fallen for you my love.
But please forgive me if I've said too much.
Fast and far, I know not what comes next.
All I know is that ill be alright with you.
Tuesday, October 12, 2010
morbid creativity.
If I were ever to try again.
To see a form of light before my rightful time.
If I were to ever attempt such horrifying beauty.
An act so painful, selfish, and morbid.
Yet an act so clean, thoughtout, and planned for.
A will prewritten.
My tracks covered.
My mess clean.
There's a tree down younder..
With a view none can beat.
To dine with the dead.
To sway with their mercy.
To hang proud, unbroken.
It would be beautiful.
It could be...
It could be...
Perhaps never.
But maybe someday.
If ever..if I needed it...
This is where.
You would know why.
Perhaps you'd understand.
Or maybe I'm crazy.
Perhaps I'm a nut.
Maybe insane?
Or just the worst little runt.
I hope you smile.
And see what I see.
Maybe you won't.
At least I didn't bleed.
So no more this.
No more that.
Even from the start...
All I've known.
Is I love you with my heart.
To see a form of light before my rightful time.
If I were to ever attempt such horrifying beauty.
An act so painful, selfish, and morbid.
Yet an act so clean, thoughtout, and planned for.
A will prewritten.
My tracks covered.
My mess clean.
There's a tree down younder..
With a view none can beat.
To dine with the dead.
To sway with their mercy.
To hang proud, unbroken.
It would be beautiful.
It could be...
It could be...
Perhaps never.
But maybe someday.
If ever..if I needed it...
This is where.
You would know why.
Perhaps you'd understand.
Or maybe I'm crazy.
Perhaps I'm a nut.
Maybe insane?
Or just the worst little runt.
I hope you smile.
And see what I see.
Maybe you won't.
At least I didn't bleed.
So no more this.
No more that.
Even from the start...
All I've known.
Is I love you with my heart.
See Nothing. Love All.
Clementine: This is it, Joel. It's going to be gone soon.
Joel: I know.
Clementine: What do we do?
Joel: Enjoy it.
--
Joel: [in the house on the beach] I really should go! I've gotta catch my ride.
Clementine: So go.
Joel: I did. I thought maybe you were a nut... but you were exciting.
Clementine: I wish you had stayed.
Joel: I wish I had stayed too. NOW I wish I had stayed. I wish I had done a lot of things. I wish I had... I wish I had stayed. I do.
Clementine: Well I came back downstairs and you were gone!
Joel: I walked out, I walked out the door!
Clementine: Why?
Joel: I don't know. I felt like I was a scared little kid, I was like... it was above my head, I don't know.
Clementine: You were scared?
Joel: Yeah. I thought you knew that about me. I ran back to the bonfire, trying to outrun my humiliation.
Clementine: Was it something I said?
Joel: Yeah, you said "so go." With such disdain, you know?
Clementine: Oh, I'm sorry.
Joel: It's okay.
[Walking Out]
Clementine: Joely? What if you stayed this time?
Joel: I walked out the door. There's no memory left.
Clementine: Come back and make up a good-bye at least. Let's pretend we had one.
[Joel comes back]
Clementine: Bye Joel.
Joel: I love you...
Clementine: Meet me... in Montauk...
--
Joel: I can't see anything that I don't like about you.
Clementine: But you will! But you will. You know, you will think of things. And I'll get bored with you and feel trapped because that's what happens with me.
Joel: Okay.
Clementine: [pauses] Okay.
Joel: I know.
Clementine: What do we do?
Joel: Enjoy it.
--
Joel: [in the house on the beach] I really should go! I've gotta catch my ride.
Clementine: So go.
Joel: I did. I thought maybe you were a nut... but you were exciting.
Clementine: I wish you had stayed.
Joel: I wish I had stayed too. NOW I wish I had stayed. I wish I had done a lot of things. I wish I had... I wish I had stayed. I do.
Clementine: Well I came back downstairs and you were gone!
Joel: I walked out, I walked out the door!
Clementine: Why?
Joel: I don't know. I felt like I was a scared little kid, I was like... it was above my head, I don't know.
Clementine: You were scared?
Joel: Yeah. I thought you knew that about me. I ran back to the bonfire, trying to outrun my humiliation.
Clementine: Was it something I said?
Joel: Yeah, you said "so go." With such disdain, you know?
Clementine: Oh, I'm sorry.
Joel: It's okay.
[Walking Out]
Clementine: Joely? What if you stayed this time?
Joel: I walked out the door. There's no memory left.
Clementine: Come back and make up a good-bye at least. Let's pretend we had one.
[Joel comes back]
Clementine: Bye Joel.
Joel: I love you...
Clementine: Meet me... in Montauk...
--
Joel: I can't see anything that I don't like about you.
Clementine: But you will! But you will. You know, you will think of things. And I'll get bored with you and feel trapped because that's what happens with me.
Joel: Okay.
Clementine: [pauses] Okay.
Shout and Scream My Friend
Darkness is but a transition we must all pass through before we may step into the light. Tread fast, and lightly now love. If we rush the process, our eyes wont adjust properly; If we run, we'll never know what it's like to be blind. If we don't feel the ominous cold, we'll never learn how to get warm.
Breathe and let go.
Feel and move on.
Walk away but remember.
I see your beauty, your passion, your light, your dark. I see your smile, and I see your tears. You're human, and you live. You're only a man, and you're just fine. We will fall, and we will hurt. We may dance, and we may shine. Take that step and get ready for you've barely lived at all.
--
Peter: "This is absurd. It's just a dog."
J.M. Barrie: "Just a dog? *Just*?"
[to Porthos]
Mr. Barrie: "Porthos, don't listen!"
[to Peter]
J.M. Barrie: "Porthos dreams of being a bear, and you want to shatter those dreams by saying he's *just* a dog? What a horrible candle-snuffing word. That's like saying, "He can't climb that mountain, he's just a man", or "That's not a diamond, it's just a rock." Just."
--
J.M. Barrie: "They can see it, you know. You can't go on just pretending."
Sylvia: "Just pretending? You brought pretending into this family, James. You showed us we can change things by simply believing them to be different."
J.M. Barrie: "A lot of things, Sylvia. Not everything."
Sylvia: "But the things that matter. We've pretended for some time now that you're a part of this family, haven't we? You've come to mean so much to us all that now, it doesn't matter if it's true. And even if it isn't true, even if that can never be... I need to go on pretending... until the end... with you."
Breathe and let go.
Feel and move on.
Walk away but remember.
I see your beauty, your passion, your light, your dark. I see your smile, and I see your tears. You're human, and you live. You're only a man, and you're just fine. We will fall, and we will hurt. We may dance, and we may shine. Take that step and get ready for you've barely lived at all.
--
Peter: "This is absurd. It's just a dog."
J.M. Barrie: "Just a dog? *Just*?"
[to Porthos]
Mr. Barrie: "Porthos, don't listen!"
[to Peter]
J.M. Barrie: "Porthos dreams of being a bear, and you want to shatter those dreams by saying he's *just* a dog? What a horrible candle-snuffing word. That's like saying, "He can't climb that mountain, he's just a man", or "That's not a diamond, it's just a rock." Just."
--
J.M. Barrie: "They can see it, you know. You can't go on just pretending."
Sylvia: "Just pretending? You brought pretending into this family, James. You showed us we can change things by simply believing them to be different."
J.M. Barrie: "A lot of things, Sylvia. Not everything."
Sylvia: "But the things that matter. We've pretended for some time now that you're a part of this family, haven't we? You've come to mean so much to us all that now, it doesn't matter if it's true. And even if it isn't true, even if that can never be... I need to go on pretending... until the end... with you."
Tuesday, October 5, 2010
In the next land.
She picked herself up off the forest floor, pulling her cloak close around her as she did so. The wind picked up, sweeping the lifeless leaves around with it. They spiraled and danced, until they were lying in peace upon the earth again.
Staring at the spot where he once stood, not 3 minutes ago, she couldn't help but still feel his presence around her. She smiled to herself and let her hood fall low. She stepped lithely away from their meeting place, and carried herself onto her next task. She didn't know where she was going, but she knew what she'd have to do once she got there.
*The scene pans out to show her forest green cloak billow through the wind as she walked silently through the trees. The gray skies couldn't break her stride, 'nor the impending weight upon her chest. She continued on, for there was nothing left for her to do.
Staring at the spot where he once stood, not 3 minutes ago, she couldn't help but still feel his presence around her. She smiled to herself and let her hood fall low. She stepped lithely away from their meeting place, and carried herself onto her next task. She didn't know where she was going, but she knew what she'd have to do once she got there.
*The scene pans out to show her forest green cloak billow through the wind as she walked silently through the trees. The gray skies couldn't break her stride, 'nor the impending weight upon her chest. She continued on, for there was nothing left for her to do.
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