Too much.

There are a lot of new things as of today..
There's the potential for getting into a house with some friends..
There's talk of returning my car.
Going back to school in the fall hopefully.
Gotta get my own bike..

but if you were going to move in with me, I probably can't move into the house..
But I'd prefer if you stayed with me anyways..

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You're talking of leaving; of this extravagant adventure and I feel so helpless, only because you're going to leave me behind.
You make it sound so easy to just leave.
I meant something...at least.. right?

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I can't just come out and ask you if you have plans to see her before she leaves town.
The only reason I know she's leaving is because she would post shit on twitter.
But now that's gone too. Why delete it?
And what thoughts were you having when you texted me last Tuesday?

I'm trying to piece everything together in my head but sometimes all it does it make me feel even more crazy...