Just more words.

It's a complication that I don't even know where to begin..
If I just straight up, leave you alone.. Not only do I make you "suffer" -__- but it's punishing myself as well..

All I want to do is talk to you, and be a part of your life.
I feel absolutely pathetic as a human being...
I probably don't even stand a chance at getting you back..
Even though you're the dumbass that left me first...

I don't have the security of two years...
I don't have the reassurance that I'm still what you want..

So.. Soon.. Probably tonight... I am going to disappear..
I will shut off everything.. I won't touch a thing...
I'll probably cave here and there.. but.. I'm going to do what I can...

I need a good escape.. I need out...

But you're the one who took away the only method I know of that makes me feel better in the slightest..

This is fucking annoying, how confusing everything is... I just want everything to be back to the way it was. To be solved...

I want to be me again...