I want blood.

There are various phrases and emotions that could possibly explain how I'm feeling..
But nothing comes close to truly being able to explain the emptiness I feel..

It's as though someone swept through my life with a huge ice cream scoop and tore away all the best parts...

I feel alone..
Numb.. and pathetic..

I know I have people to talk to, but now that I'm in this stage, I feel so lost. There's no one that gets this other than one, and he's more torn up that I with his own relationship issues..

I want this separation to end.. But we can't rush back into it..
I don't want to feel like this for any longer than I have to..
But I don't want you to be unsure..

I don't know how long I can do this for..

"I'm reading your note over again, and there's not a word that I comprehend except where you signed it, "I'll love you always, and forever.""