All That I've Got.

I don't really care about the food I've eaten today, 'nor the activities. The thing pressing upon my mind at the moment is the sinking feeling I felt as I walked up to your apartment. I've come so far in terms of trust, as well as my attachment to you. Not hearing from you, mixed with my paranoia, and your car at your place; yet still...no call..no text.. The light was on though! Maybe I'm going crazy. But my mind swirled with so many thoughts; another in your embrace, tangled in the throws of your sheets... I feel as though there's a catch to this relationship. How can it be this good? I'm waiting for the negative to come swirling back into my life; I'm afraid of how it'll effect me this time though... I don't want to be lost in a haze again... But I still knocked on the door, and you answered. The light in your eyes always leaves me staggering, breathless almost. I love you more than I should.