I awoke from a dream and couldn't remember where I was.
Your memory, I had soon discovered how to ignore... until now.
The scent that the wind carries reminds me of our years together and I often am finding myself wanting to cry.
I guess in a sense, this is truly, my first fall without you.. going to be my first birthday, but the most important one..
October 15 is coming up as well...
God.. I thought I had pushed all of this away and I was fine.
It's just this scent...
I'm remembering things that I thought I had forgotten, pushed aside, or just chose not to think about anymore... these were burried, and here they come now...tormenting every ounce of myself...
Why can't I ever catch a break....
I don't know how to do this now...
help...
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- Elocrocker
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