It's been awhile since I've tried writing, but then again... life likes to get in the way occasionally.
I feel good.. with myself, and with life in general as of lately..
I'm afraid that it's all going to end abruptly sometime soon though...
I have learned a lot as of lately.. And I'm doing what I can to retain this information.. I don't want to forget just yet.
If you ever decide to leave, I'm going to make damn sure that it wasn't something that I did wrong.. I'm going to make myself into the best person that I can be.. I wont be perfect for that is impossible, but I can be pretty damn awesome.
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As of lately, I've been thinking a lot about my future and what I would like to do in the next few years..
I know I'm going to slowly start saving money. Once this car lease is up (3 years from now) I want to leave the states and explore until I'm broke and begging for a way home. (not really 'cause that would suck, but somewhere pretty damn close).
I want to see the world. Whether or not anyone comes with me, well we can determine that once the day arrives.
I've also been considering the peace core or americorp. I need to do research into them.. but it's still a good option to consider.. also an eye opening experience that I want to partake in.
I want to be successful in terms of my happiness as a person, not my bank account.
I want to help others where I can.
Caring has always been my greatest strength, and strongest weakness. Why not use it instead of letting it use me..
Soon, someday soon...
I will find my Neverland.

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