Thank You.

It's never been this hard to stay calm.
Holding every single last thing in, has never effected me this much.
I never knew this feeling.
A complete, 100% numbness.
Where have you been all my life?
Can't feel; can't breathe; can't dream; can't think..

It's nice.
I don't have to wonder anymore.
I don't have to dream...
Or hope..

It's all over.
It's a strange feeling.
I can't be angry.
I want to scream at the world.
Run and run; fuck going back home, right?
Sure.

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=-yvKUn2Yo7Y

Try so hard it hurts to move.
Try so hard it hurts to breathe.
Dreams? No, just nightmares.
Hopes? No, just life.